I’m not the hugging type,
but I’ll gladly hold a hand that’s yours.
Alone was what I liked,
but now I want you at my door.
I always wanted more time to myself,
my own company treated me well,
but now, of all times,
I miss you
[Chorus:]
I could’ve had 20 songs written, but instead I’m bed-ridden
cus I’m not where you wake up
I could’ve just done my own thing without socializing
but I’m dreaming of your touch
A few years ago, if this had happened
I honestly don’t think I’d have minded
I was the Princess of Social Distance
Before you, I might have enjoyed this a little bit
I’ll organize my room
to entertain myself for days,
but I don’t know what I’ll do
with the empty space for you I made.
I had decided I’m better alone,
then you came in and built our home,
and now,
I’m in my parents’ house.
[Chorus]
It’s frustrating isolating
while you’re waiting 45 minutes away
and saying one day, maybe
you’ll be my safety instead of who raised me
I’m not the party type,
but when this is done, I’m throwing one
[Chorus]
Before you, I might have enjoyed this a little bit
If it weren’t for you, I might have enjoyed this a little bit
Published to streaming services May 8, 2020